My Journey with Human Design

Hi! I am really happy you're here! My name is Emili, and my design is a 1/3 emotional manifestor. I wanted to tell you all a little about my journey with human design to give you an understanding of why I feel so passionate about this modality.

So, my friends, let me take you on a journey back to  2020. I had my sweet son this year and when my maternity leave ended, I was not the same person (Considering the events in the world I think we all probably felt this). I felt like there had to be more to life and I found myself questioning everything. I went back to work full time, and I realized I wasn't happy. I realized I didn't feel that I had the energy to be the best mom that I could be AND be the best physical therapist let alone wife etc. I didn't understand how everyone else around me was able to work fulltime, be a parent, have time for hobbies etc. and I felt inadequate and had it in my head that "I have to keep going." "Everyone else can do this, what is wrong with you?" 

Then in came human design. I cannot state this is enough how divinely timed this message of human design was for me. I do not think if I had heard about this system at another time I would have received the message so strongly. Interesting enough, a patient that I had the honor of working with shared this with me! After she ran my chart the thing that was like this aha moment for me was when she was talking about manifestors not being designed to have consistent energy. I felt SO seen in that moment. 

It wasn't overnight that I just stepped into alignment, and it's always a process in my opinion that I continue to work on. I felt actually very angry at first learning I was a manifestor and it took a lot of reflecting to come to peace that my soul has chosen this journey. I feel now though that I have the tools to recognize when I am out of alignment. Instead of criticizing myself when I am tired, I have reframed that rest is important for me. I actively lean into principles of human design such as my strategy and my life has changed vastly. I still have the highs and lows of my emotional wave, but I now have the awareness, and I reflect on what each wave is teaching me. I have a new perspective on giving myself rest, my emotions, and I am able to hold more space for others.

I dream of a world where everyone knows their design because I truly feel like the world would be a better place. I think we would be more accepting of ourselves and therefore more able to be accepting of others. I think human design is a beautiful tool where we can receive validation on who we are, how we function, and what our unique gifts are. If you have questions regarding human design do not hesitate to contact me energywithemili@gmail.com.

 The world needs YOUR magic. ​

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Love, 

Em